I wish things were different
And although you lay next to me
In these sheets,
There is an emptiness in this place that i cannot escape
There is a hollowness that haunts your eyes when you look at me.
A flashing memory that takes you away from me, again.
Fevers keep you up all night,
in the corner of the bed,
As far away from me as you can get.
I wish things were different,
I wish that I could make you better.
But even if I could have fixed you,
You still wouldn’t love me.